aku lupa yg takdir bukan di tangan aku !
kenapa aku bodoh sgt ? now , apa aku boleh buat ? just frust tonggeng tonggeng jela -.- now , aku tgh kumpul duit nak pergi jepun. kau tanya nak buat apa ? aku nak pergi cari doraemon dekat sana sampai aku jumpa ! aku nak pinjam dekat dia mesin masa dia tu ! aku tak kira. apa jadi pon doraemon harus aku temui utk aku putar balik masa.
arghhh , otak aku dah tak betul. otak aku dah jem. semuanya kerana kau ! kenapa kau berubah ? kenapa kau tak pernah nak kotakan apa yg pernah kau cakap dekat aku ? aku dgn muka innocent menunggu utk kau kotakan semua janji kau dulu.
yeah , maybe baru sekarang aku nak realise yg kau penting utk aku. but , nak buat macam mana. dah mmg sometime aku loading sikit nak sampaikan maklumat dekat otak aku ni. bila org tu dah jauh dari aku baru aku realise how much i love that person -.- okay , i hate myself now !
tolong lah ! tolong ! tolong faham situasi and hati aku sekarang. aku nak kau je. aku tak nak benda lain dah ! okay , tu aku tipu. banyak lagi benda lain aku nak :) but , still kau antara yg aku nak ! aku nak KAU !!
eh , kau ni dah kenapa hanisah ? muka tak malu suka suka hati nak dekat org ! arghh , suka hati aku lah. err , apa aku merepek ni . okay , better aku chow before aku merapu entah apa apa . mesti kau kau semua rasa macam nak tampar tampar aku kan ? jgn risau. aku pon rasakan benda yg sama. aku ingin menampar nampar diri aku sendiri tapi aku tak sampai hati -.-
okay dah , bye. :(
I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.
Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that day,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to that day, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that day.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to that day turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.
Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that day,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to that day, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that day.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to that day turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.
tears :'( sob sob.
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